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Exams...
Thursday, May 6, 2010 - 11:19 PM

omg...
the exams are giving me a major headache...
maybe its coz i studied till late at night...
or is it early in the morning...
since exam period start...
i mean this week...
i have been sleeping very late...
the latest is 0430...
the earliest is 0330...
so sleeping so less per day...
really make me have major headache...
its okay at times...
but sometimes it really hurts...
like my brains are squeeze...
then cant breath...
i really need to take better care of my own body...
-_-''

I rather be left alone then to be left out...~

hehee...
sometimes i even forget to eat...!
thats lame...
hehee...

my first lasted quite long...
second just a few months...
and now i wonder how long it will last...?

i am smiling whenever i think of u...
unconsciously...
i wonder why everytime i go to school...
i hope i could see you...
on my poa paper u did not come...
today too...
but i was still thinking about u...
hehee...
i'm crazy...


Never frown...
even when you are sad...
because you never know who is falling in love with your smile... <3

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RomeoXJuliet...
Sunday, May 2, 2010 - 6:12 AM

this freaking anime...
romeo x juliet...
is really damn nice...
i cried my eyes out for almost the whole entire anime...

this is the summary of the story... [sort of]:


thier love bloom but was fated to be separated...
they vow their love toward each other...
to share their happiness sadness...
and times , memories...
to go through everything together...
1 is the son of the prince who now ruled...
the Montague family...
1 is the daughter of the prince who once ruled...
the Capulet family...
juliet was the only reminding member of the Capulet family...
romeo was the only son of the Montague prince who murdered the Capulet family...
in order to gain power and fame...
blood is scatted around the village 14 years ago...
torments and destiny awaits both of them...
there's no end to the trouble coming...
but they overcome it...
juliet manage to get her kingdom back...
while romeo started his own ways to save abandon lands...
both starts separately...
juliet and romeo are destine to be together...
but fate wont allow it...
juliet is the only choice left to save the land...
she was the fated sacrifice since birth...
but...
romeo protected juliet till the very end of his life...
and in order to be together with romeo...
juliet's last wish was to be together with him...
both met their end but they was together untill the very very end
peace and harmony was once again brought back to the liveless village...
new life is also born...


u know i am crying when writing this summary...
its tragic they die...
i hope it was a happy ending... >.<
btw romeo died 1st because of protecting juliet...
then juliet cant leave him so she hug him...
then both fell into the big ocean...
sob sob sob...
Waaaaaaaaaaaah Waaaaaaaaaaah...
my tears wont stop falling...
btw i dun think the summary is good...
its just something out of wimp...
hehee...




HappyBirthdayNgLili...
Monday, April 26, 2010 - 3:42 AM

Smack it hard...
W00000h...
i smack lili hard for her birthday bash...
wow...
that was freaking awesome...
but still...
since its your birthday...
i should not say sorry...
but coz i think i hit too hard so...
S0RRy...! (p _ q)
hehee... i should have hit even harder...
since i am going to be call...
pervert , bao li , and many many more...
tio hit still laugh till like no end like that...
hope u had fun today though we did not really hang out together...

i'm starting to forget you...
i heaven seen u for a while and...
i am slowly forgetting u...
the time i think about u is getting lesser...
hope i could really forget all about u...
but when i see u...
i am surely staring at u...
i dun want to forget u...
but i must...!

~The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.~


I have a certificate in kissing,
diploma in caring
& degree in loving.

Do u have a job 4 me?

Am i hired...? Or ur heart is occupied...!?




NothingToSay...
Saturday, April 24, 2010 - 7:08 AM

Hey...!
Gratz to SiYuan...
For making into the Councilor Pres...
and Fatimah's cousin...
sorry i dun know how to spell her name...
Gratz for making into Councilor Vice-Pres...
always cheer on you guys...
way to go...!!
Pres and Vice-Pres all from band...
our band contain some brains...
dont we...~
hehee...


i am always think of you...
i makes me mad that i cant stop...
u cant get out of my mind...
cant you...?
i really fell hard for u...
thinking of u makes my heart aches...
i am a very possessive girl...
if i think u are mine i wont let anyone have u...
so now...
i dun think of u as mine...
stop appearing in front of me...
my hearts' hurt...!

Do you notice...?
when u open ur eyes under the bright sunlight...
u cant totally open it and u still can see everything so clearly...

but when u are in the dark...
no matter how big u open ur eyes...
everything seems so blur...
so would u rather be in the dark or under the bright lights...?
would u choose to see things clearly and understand them
or would u rather choose to run away...?
no matter what u choose...
follow ur heart...
even though our heart is at the left...
its always right...!

i rather be in the dark then to see every disgusting things that are happening in this world where disgusting people are trying their very best to destroy it...
i rather be in the dark then see the person i love not love me...
i rather be in the dark then knowing i am being deceive...
i rather be in the dark to hold on to my dreams...
i dun want to see things clearly...
i dun wanna face the fact...
i just feel like running away from everything...
this world i am in seems so comfortable...
i dun feel like leaving...

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W0NDERING...
Wednesday, April 21, 2010 - 2:07 AM

Woah...!
Long time no post le...
keep post at other place...
how my pictures...?
took me an hour plus to upload in blog...
there is still more but i'm lazy...
these few days...
i feel real sick...
i think coz the climate changes from...
hot to cold & from cold to hot...
cant really adapt to the changes...
got major headaches time after times...
so sick of being sick...
so irritating...


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our eyes met hundreds and thousands of times...
but did our hearts met even a single time...
u appear in front of me when i think of u the most...
it feels like u know how i feel...
(how can that be...-_-'')
among the hundreds and thousands of people...
u are the only 1 i could see...
i hope u could return my feelings...
but thats not possible...
the ache in heart everytime u walk pass me increase...
let me forget about u okay...?

but can i still look at u...?




ExtraPhyLesson...
Thursday, April 15, 2010 - 5:36 AM



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ClassOuting...
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orrrhx...! Benjamin puck the plant out tio caught...

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