today, drew mickey... took about 20 minutes...
try to colour when i have the time...
i took some time to edit the pictures i drew some time ago...




did some changes... on the male's leg...
on the original picture the leg was covered so cant really draw it...
did some imagination... & brain storming...
tried to cover the leg... using some other picture...
i used the same guy but he had different post... a standing one...
which leg is drawn... then tried to fit in...

did nothing but sleep today... and some drawings...
woke up at almost mid-night... wonder what time i going to sleep...
almost slept for 10 hours...
i think its more then that...

stop trying to call me please...
its irritating... i really hate it...
i said "we tml then talk"...
but u said " huh !"...
if its like that then dun call any more...
u dun have to... u have ur own friends... and u have mine...
in the end u did not call...
i was trying to end our conversation...
but u sounded as if talking to me is such a pain...
i really dunno what humans are thinking...
such troublesome matters...
popping from here and there...
"i dun really need u..."
that is what i wan to say but... really cant...
humans are such weaklings...
really hate being a human...
but know what...
the only think the human experience...
and no other can is emotions...
having emotion can break someone down...
and that is also the reason humans are weak...

**热情结束以后 冷静开始以后~

**时间开始怂恿 劝深爱的人放弃~

**我不想倒数 还能爱多久 不爱我请离开我~

**勇敢祝福以前 找到幸福以前~

**我会耐心等候 并重新适应寂寞~

**开始倒数 开始忘记 ~

**值得你的爱 我确定不是我~

love this phrase of 1 song share it with u... hehee...

Hiie...~
i am going to post for the last few days...
i dun know where to start...
erm... went to su rui & wei 's birthday...
i did not go for the movie though...
my foot hurt alot...
but coz i was wearing heels i was afraid of people telling me...
that i ai mei... i really scared of people saying me ai mei...
after someone thold me that my heart really feel heavy...
and i hated that kind of feelings so please dun say that 2 word to me again...
we ate pizza hut... i was knida tired...
had not slept... oh yaa... before we meet up with the others...
we went to new york new york...
nicholas was working there and he treat us drinks...
it was really nice... thank you, Nicholas...
we blow cake at some kinda park...
took lots of pictures... though it was really suffering...
taking 1 nice photo took us quite a lot of time...
some people walk towards us...
looking for a hair model...
wei lun volunteer... he said something funny...
we laugh...
meet up with dexter... too tired & when home...
took cab with wei lun and guys...
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i forgot when i did this but i will still write it...
i went shopping with my sis...
my sis bought 2 dress while i bought 1...
i am not going to wear it in front of my friends though...
i ate chicken chop... my sis ate fish & chip...
in the end we ex-change... hehee...
i kinda like fish & chip more...
tried a lot of dress... all look kinda nice...
but not on me...-_-''
next day, help my sis with her dress...
she when for dinner with her graduating friends...

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Erm... this is just a note...
i am not trying to avoid u guys on purpose...
its just that someone told me something that really hurts me...
almost made me cried...
i not contacting any of u for now...
sorry, just bare with it a little longer...
nicole dun worry too much... i just needed some alone time...
i am fine and its not about u...
u are suspecting my trust for u too much...
both, layting and u love to suspect ur friends so much...
its kinda irritating...
i have lots of goodd friends...
i really dun feel like contacting any of u for now...
i will contact u guys when i am better...
anyway... there is nothing wrong with me...
dun worry about me le...
its just wasting of time anyway...

slept at 11am... wake up at almost 5pm...
checked my phone... dam lot miss call...
went out with the others to watch a movie...
astro boy... i was the only one who wanted to watch it...
they wanted to watch pokerking...
but coz of me all of them watched astro boy...
up coming too...they wasted money... they can say so if they dun want to...
its not like i will force them to watch with me...
feel guilty... hate that feeling... no hard feeling anyway...
if its like this... i am not going out with u guys anymore...
wasted money just like this... felt kinda out of place...
really HATE it alot... kinda irritating feeling...
[its better not to see this area...]
went to my home down stair with lili & nicole...
talk alot... wei lun and guys end
talk till morning... walked lili half way home...
when home by front gate...
got lost in my own condo...
kinda scare... its cold and dark...
ended up home... bathed...
that all for today...!

Embarrasses...
today... is a really uncomfortable day...
feel really uncomfortable...
heart feel very heavy...
felt like being laugh at...
heavy atmosphere hanging around me...
cant lift it off no matter what i did...
today felt really long...

Yosh...!~
slept at 8am today... wake up at 1pm... dam tired...
but is grandma birthday... going to market buy food for steamboat...
market closed... went seng siong to buy some sea food... and some other food...
took a long trip to grandma house... tampinese...
went there and my shu shu told me they saw another wenjie...
talk with dexter on phone till phone no batt...
changed number... if want it just tag me...
my korkor bought her girlfriend today and shushu said she look alot like me...
korkor bought a very pretty girlfriend...
when to mac... nothing to do... play with cousins...
grandma house look like kindergarden... babies running everywhere...
steamboat... shushu joke about korkor having other girl photo at his facebook...
in front of his girlfriend... but the girl photos are actually korkor cosplaying a girl...
wear shirt... act cute... =.=
afterthat... cousin went home 1 by 1...
fell asleep at grandma house...
reach home almost 2am...
thats all for today... have a nice day...!

today wake up quite late... after waking up clean up my room... aunt coming...
aunt reach our house, changed and we went for swimming... my cousin is scare of us...
she dun dare to come close to us... only my sis get to play with her...
maybe because she very small and in her world we are very very big...
after swimming... went home to eat dinner... mum cook roast chicken... dam nice...!
very very full but coz the chicken was so nice i keep on eating...
stomach bursting... feel like vomiting...
after resting awhile... mum took out ice cream...
each one of us got 1... even my cousin got 1 to herself...
but she eats and play at the same time... so the ice cream start to melt...
left with a little bit... my aunt saw her playing so she thought that she does not want it anymore...
my aunt ate it... my cousin went crying... very loud & noisy...
my aunt hold her in one hand and then teach my sis chem while she is still crying...
pro...=.=''' cant believe her... can teach when her own daughter is crying like siao...
" i wan mummy mouth ice cream...! " thats what she said till she went home...
after she went home... help to keep some plates... on9 then wash some plates... after washing...
i started drawing... some kissing scene... from my favorite anime...



took me almost 1h to draw these two...
by the way just to let u know... those two picture are same couple...

~that's all for today's event...~

~Yosh...! new blog...!~
we were going to meet up for breakfast...
me nicole and dexter... weilun did not come in the end...
11 o'clock... but cant get up on time...
message them at 1015... no reply till 10plus nicole reply...
went to sofa to watch tv but fall a sleep...
wake up... but forgot to check phone...
went back to room to play com but fell asleep again...
too boring... when woke up check phone and shocked...
alot of message... 0530 going to meet up with nicole...
went to bugis... nicole skirt is too short... went to change it...
nicole bought a tanktop on the way back...
walking back to mrt station i bought avocado milkshake...
then we went back to jp... wait for dexter...
crystal jade... too many people... -_-''
when to dexter's house... downstairs...
we ate peper lunch after a long wait...
waited from ze quan to come... it was like he flew over from china...
chatted alot crap about babies and marriage...
after eating... went to see what movie there is to watch...
saw ann xiong and wei xian... they decided to watch together with dexter and ZQ...
ZQ : whats ur problem watching poker king...? this is the 2nd time this week...!
went to arcade... there is a sick-looking guy... keep staring at nicole...
nicole : please lah hor... go out wear so less then complain cold...!
went back home with nicole... got nag by my mum coz forgot to tell her i am going out...
bought mask... 6 different flavor, had a stupid fight with my sis...
about which flavor we going to have... -_-'' that was lame...
0n9... chatted with nicole and my cousin... hehee... he's quite handsome...
~this blog is created by nicole... thanks nicole....!~
hehee... short but this is what i thought for a long time...