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Saturday, January 30, 2010 - 9:57 PM

Cutie...

Hehee...
my sis damm funny...
my dad ask her to ask us what we wanna eat...
then my sis ask my mum 1st...
my mum say chicken chop...
then my sis tell my dad...
"mummy want eat chicken pox..."
hehee...
laugh till i die sia...


~Love is not enough to make someone yours...
you need someone who will always be there for u all the time...
someone who will treat u better...
someone who could see u through...
and someone who could never say GoodBye...!~





Tiffany Courtney & Kayleigh...




- 10:28 AM


Knida confuse now...?~
So i'm Roxanne...
Yanni is Kayleigh...?
Fatimah is Courtney...?
Angel is Tiffiany...?

hehee... Confused...
ps... i got something wrong with me msn...
i go re-download...
but its come out a different version...
kinda headache...
i read through the blog template...
so i did some changes...
hehee...




- 6:14 AM


Looking outside the window...
Starring at the sky...
Saw a ambulance passing by...
Continue starring at the sky...
the ambulance return ...
passed by...
continue starring at the sky...




Thursday, January 28, 2010 - 6:32 AM

hehee...
the pervert are name here...
Fatimah... Angel... Layting... & Miie...!
hehee... she was rape by us...
crawling on the floor...


SISTER...!
my sis got into MI...
she said it was really strict...
she wanna transfer...
now my mum keep nagging...
she nagging at the living room...
then i want watch tv i also suffer...
my mum really irritating...
i dun even wanna care but she just cant stop talking...




Friday, January 22, 2010 - 6:07 AM

MUMMY 'S BIRTHDAY...!

today is my mum's birthday...
i forgot sia...
in the morning when we are in the car...
she ask me if i remember what today was...
then i said...
is anything happening today...
hehee...
but i bought a handphone hanger for her...
that say " i ♥ mum..."
hehee... spent 17 dollars there...
after that when to jp...
shop with my sis for my mum present again...
then we decided to buy her a foot spa voucher...
coz she is always walking...
spent 50 dollar there...
then when walk walk for her cake...
the we go BakerZin see the cake...
go the durain shop...
go B1 see all the cake shop...
decided to buy BakerZin de cake...
spent 48 dollars on the cake...
spent over hundred dollars today...
hehee...
sang birthday song for my mum...
then they talk about the cake...
foot spa voucher thing...
then my freaking sis said she paid for all...
what ever lor...
dun even care...
then my mum thought...
i only buy her the handphone strip and do the card...
when i forgot her birthday...
i paid for the foot spa thing...
then the cake i paid 29...
i also bought mask...
hehee...
i paid more then my sis sia...
my sis spend 42 dollar on eating...
we ate xiao long bao...
like that only sia...
then she want take all the credit...


i drew the card...
spent a hell lot of time... hehee...



the handphone strip i bought...

Hehee...
Ps : zarrhx...
i think i am going post once a week...
people read bolg only read the lastest...
so...
hehee...




Sunday, January 17, 2010 - 6:57 AM

Family Dinner...!?

i ate a lot today...
for a long time my family sits together having dinner...
its always my mother or my sister is missing...
my mum have courses so it cant be help...
but my sister is really annoying...
she said that she dun like to face my father when eating...
it makes her lost her appetite...
so she always take her food back to her room to eat...
its actually my room..
we kinda swap rooms...
hehee...
the previous post really use up a hell lots of brain cells...
hehee...
i now having problem with my homework...
lack of brain cell...
anyone kind enough to donate...
please ensure u have brain cells as active as mine...
hehee...

Love :
U have to meet a few wrong ones...
to appreciate the right one...

"Sometimes it makes me wonder...
Where is my other half...
Someone who will always be there...
Always protecting me...
Looking out for me from afar..."




- 1:03 AM

CHEATING...!~

... he still haunts her...

Every time she come close to forgetting...
Her body remind her of the flith he left behind...

Every time she thinks of moving on...
Her heart remind her that love is only a word...

Every time she looks for the sun shine...
It remind her that feelings fade as quickly as sun sets...

Every time she hears a promise...
She is reminded that it is only as good as the person making it...

Every time she gives...
Its remind her how easy she was taken...

Every time she hear a choir song...
She is reminded that a Devil has a voice too...


He scarred her heart... His lies pierced
her soul...His careless ,
crushed her spirit... He took untill she has nothing left
to give and then
he stole her ability to trust and her desire to be loved...

As she slowly puts her life back together , she move
froward with a hatred unmatched
by any emotion she has ever felt...
Her hatred is not for him... because her love has no
'past-tense' she love him truly and completely...
And she hates herself because she know she can never stop...

Her hatred is for life in general... She loves all men ,
all Christians , all music , all colour , all women ,
all families... Every moment he ever represents... She
knows all her heart are black , all promise are lies ,
all ideas of Christians faiths soon come to convenience... All
hopes are dead and the world is a selfish place...



Sorry...~
If this post hurt ur religion...
its just an example...
which matches with angel...
Sorry...~




- 12:35 AM

T0 : LiLi...!

Hey dun stress/worry too much about forgetting someone...
its hard to forget someone u love...
if u can forget easily then thats not love anymore...
take it as an experience...
to see the world full of liars...
the world now is not as pure as it use to be...
open ur eyes...
not only ur eye on ur face...
but also the eyes in ur heart...
"even if ur heart is in the left... its always right..."
so cheer up...
take as long as u want...
the time is urs to spend...
its his lose for not cherishing u...
forget about this heartless jerk...



dun be touch by this post...
but if u feel like crying...
my shoulder will always be there for u...
just remember to bring tissue...
"wipe after used..."
hehee...

i'm just trying to act smart...
hehee...
but its just an advice...
please look at the post on...
Wednesday , January 13 2010 - 6.54am...
the timing is a little wrong but...
that will do...




Friday, January 15, 2010 - 11:53 PM

Bad mood yesterday...!

hehee... i got a really bad mood yesterday...
maybe coz i slept very late...
i only slept for two hours...
then my temple is very poor...
sorry guys...
any way i think i step one ang mo...
coz while talking on our way back...
i kept saying "it was like..."
putting english in the middle of chinese sentence...
hehee... i wasn't trying to step one ang mo...
i was trying to improve my english for oral...
hehee... now i am stepping one study de...
hehee...




- 11:37 PM

I'm in love...!?

hehee... i am in love for a few years le...
maybe not just few years...
i am in love with "bei bei..."
my darling...
manthin and yifang saw before...
any way bei bei in English is call 'blanket...'
hehee...
i have been hugging him for years...
he's 1 year younger the me...
so he is 14 year old...
hehee...
quite old for a blanket right...?
i dun like washing him...
think its dirty...?
but coz alot people dun have what i experience...
so people think its dirty...
but those with blanket or pillow...
they wont like washing it de...
coz after washing...
it becomes hard...
i hug him every night...
love him so much... and i name him bei bei...
coz in a way its blanket...
and other...
its a cute way of saying "bao bei..."
hehee...




Thursday, January 14, 2010 - 9:47 AM

Helped LiLi drew flowers...!

1st one is : Lily...
2nd one is : Calla lili...
[ps... is lily...]
the middle one is : elegant wild flower...
4th ont is : magnolia flower...
5th one is : Christmas flower...



1st one is : apricot flower...
bigger one is : passion fruit flower...
the one that look like a shiriken...
that i am not sure...


PS if its not nice...
i'm not good at drawing flowers hehee...




- 8:24 AM

SISTER...~
my sis when to open house today...
she go MI and SP...
walk around till now the come back...

then 1st think she said when she see me is...

" can i eat ur bao...?"
Lol...

i was hungry...
but i got share...
see...!
i good right...
zarrhx...
hehee...



sian sia...
i dunno if today can sleep anot...
i slept till very late...
going level up till..
double eye bag panda...

zarrhx...









- 7:18 AM

SLEEPY...!~
today is a really sleepy day...
i almost overslept...
go school with my eyes half open...
cant stand it...
feels like 100kg on my eyelids...
early in the morning...
need to climb to 4th floor...
now not only my eyes...
my legs too...
feels like 200kg...
hehee... too fat...

in class...~ i was like...

...~~
hehee...
i bring sweet everyday...
i feel like i going broke soon...
hehee...
i when home... bath then...

fall asleep in 10 second after my butt touch the sofa...
hug my blanket...
[my mum said my blanket was smelly...!]
curl like a prawn...
slept till 8 pm...
then i watch the "xiao bei~" show...
hehee...
chat with lili on msn...
and the two jung/jun wei...
hehee...
help lili draw flower...
for her art...
thinking of burning midnight oil with lili...

i am helping her put the fire...
hehee..


STUPID LILI...~
disgusting girl...
chatting on msn...
then she want afk...
and said dun miss her...
Yucks...!

hehee...
together burning midnight oil tonight...
but is lili oil... my fire...
hehee... fire at disadvantage...
i still need matches... lili only need bottle...
zarrhx...
help lili drew her art...
flowers...
till now...
2hours plus past le...

drew 5 flower...
Lily , Calla lily , Elegant wildflower , magnolia flower & X'mas flower...
i was think of helping her draw cactus flower and carnivorous
flower... but too hard... its actually easy till the point of hard... hehee...






Wednesday, January 13, 2010 - 6:54 AM

BAND...!~
today de band really tiring...
but the members in band is like talking non-stop...
making layting pissed off...
she shouted at them but they heck care...
then layting very angry...
when to toilet with her...
she said she was angry till the point of almost crying...
today's band played a new song...
does that means that we are going to jurong point to perform...?
but the song is so
hard..!
i cant play it properly...

hehee...


Its time for psychologists wenjie's good advice...
[i change the spelling... thank nicole...!]
hehee... being angry is bad for health...
when u are angry that means that u are stress...
u better relax or u will have wrinkles...



want to be like her ^^^...?
nop...? then dun stress too much...
but having stress helps one grow...
and too stress will affect one's growth...
about growing taller , sexier , smarter , or even more beautiful...
if u don't want white hair please...
STOP STRESSING...
this is the end of wenjie's big talk...~
hehee...




- 6:34 AM

Today's the 1st Wednesday that need to report at 8...
even though the school gave us privilege...
most of us took it for granted...
"zarrhx...~ i also one of the late one...
still like acting i good person...~"
hehee...
when i wake up this morning...
i was thinking...
"since i can report to school later...
why not sleep awhile more..."
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
then 30min gone...
7am then wake up...
hehee... then late ler...
but there are like 100+ people late...
saw weilun and ms...
when over to chat...
when into school...
get scolded when back to class...
stupid lili never come to school today...
still dare hao lian yesterday that she never pon school...
hehee...
today is a tiring day...




Tuesday, January 12, 2010 - 4:17 AM


Erm... sorry arrhx...
layting i left u just now...
hehee...
i cant stay for too long...
and u did not came back after u when out...
we thought of talking ur bag along...
but scare we dun see u outside the school...
then we have to hold on to ur bag...
waiting outside to school... sorry...
♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫♪♫

▪▫▪My new occupation is psychologist▪▫▪

To: [someone i know...]

hey dun worry about pregnant thing...
i don't think its this easy to get pregnant...
and maybe ur 'red day' is late...
or maybe u drunk too much green tea or something...
u dun have the syndrome anyway...
so relax okay...~~
anyway if any think happens please tell me...
i open anytime...
hehee...
dun worry too much okay...?
if it still doesn't come...
then go see a doctor okay...
or buy the pregnancy test thing...?!
if i can help i would sure to help...
Look for me anytime u want...!~

☼☼Here always...☼☼
anyway babies are cute...




- 12:34 AM

Hey▪▫▪
I got something really good▪▫▪
Hehee▪▫▪

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Ur just my someone not my only one ▪▫▪

Heart are often broken by words left unspoken ▪▫▪

I'm better then ur ex and better then ur next ▪▫▪
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hehee... nice...?
i got it from the same person as last time...
hehee...




Monday, January 11, 2010 - 11:43 PM

Anyway since i am posting...
i kept putting anime...
Sian right...?
i post my photos okay...?

hehee...
i like this one the most...
i kinda like the hair part...
my hair is so black now...
kinda miss my colour hair...
its been 2 days ever since i dye my hair...
2 long day...
it feels like 20 years just past...
hehee...





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hehee...
i like this too...
i kinda had the "dou ji yan..."
but i still think my hair is quite long here...
now that i have seen this i kinda miss my hair...
my frinch... it was all taken in the same day...
hehee...
actually there are a lot its just that...
its EMBARRASSING...


Hehee... step yi ge shy de...
but people will ps de right...




- 11:27 PM

Hey hey...
i know i long time no post le but...
not as long as the last blog right...
hehee... i now post but dunno want post what...
oh ya...! btw about the post last time...
about the " overly full of urself..."
i am not saying weilun nor dexter...
hehee... so dun jump into conclusion...
jump anywhere u want but not near me...
go somewhere i cant see/hear/know...
hehee... kidding...
Btw thanks for changing my blogskin for me... ╚Nicole╝...



btw i just saw something...
i dun understand...
" Love begin with a , Grow with a & End with a..."
Get it...?¤
i dun understand this sentence...
if u understand please tell me...
hehee...




Saturday, January 2, 2010 - 10:34 AM

hehee... i said some stupid things today to my mum...
i went to the kitchen with my sis...
then my mum ask if she had remember to close the fire...
my sis nod her head...
my mum said : "eh...! asking u question dunno how to answer arrhx...!"
then the thing i reply her made her feel like slaping me...
"is there any law that says a question MUST need an answer...?"
and my mum said i was really guai lan...
i think so myself too...
she said i was itching to get slap...
if someone answer u like that do u feel like slaping them...?
hehee... now i think about it i think i was kinda stupid saying those things...

thinking back at what i did/said was kinda embarrassing...
hehee...




Friday, January 1, 2010 - 11:59 AM


Hey...! u are overly full of urself...
what make u think i think that way...
dun go over ur limits...
dun think everyone think u are the best...
u are so annoying...
its really irritating..!
anyway stop sending those mails okay...
really pissed... i dun even want to reply ur mails...
coz of u... i am appearing off9 all the time i on9...
get over it will'ya...!




- 5:13 AM

Kaaahh...! so angry...!
Dad thinks he is all great and mighty...!
who does he think he is...!
[my dad... of coz...]


Awww...! i am still mad...
whats with him... scolding me...!
ask me go get rice but he was standing infront of the rice cooker...
[its not like he couldn't get it himself...]
but he was in the way and i thought...
"oh well since he is standing there i will get it later...~"
when back to the sofa... then he came in...
" if u still want to see that com i will throw it away...!"
!... what was that for...!
arrghx... even since we got 3 com/laps at home his been playing c tooom...
today no less... he was playing it whole day...
[of coz me too...~ but thats not the point...]
i was thinking at that time...
" thrown it away if u want i could get a newer one anyway...
and i will be using ur money so its non of my business..."
So irritating...!



And one more thing...!
is there any problem posting anytime i want...?!!
even more the once per day...?!!
What with u...! arrghx...!
i'm getting old le lah...!
making me angry... pissed off...




- 4:20 AM

This picture... hais... sweet...
Do u guys feel a little familiar...?
Hehee... go check out the picture i drew previously...
about the leg being covered...
while going through webs...
Found this picture...
Anyway i change the hair style for the girl...